I recently listened to this sermon. I love what he said about parenting. I think as parents we doubt a lot. I think society and modern times encourage that. Which is a lie in my opinion. The truth I have found in this journey is this… is our intent right? Did you do what you’ve done for love? If there are areas we wish we’d done better are we willing to admit it and move forward? God watches us make poor choices but never gives up on us. Repentance and Forgiveness is his gift to us. I think it’s our job to demonstrate and live (show) that same lesson to our children. We are not perfect, God is. Expecting perfection from ourselves as parents is ridiculous, truly. I think our mistakes in life, and as a parent, are as much a gift as anything else from God. Not that God causes our mistakes, but that he is waiting with Grace to offer us when we keep on trying. We learn from them. We can use them to show our children we are real. And we too are navigating this thing called life as best as we can. I also think Satan is on a mission to destroy families by planting seeds of regret and doubt in our hearts. Don’t listen to him. You know the truth. 🙂
I have spent the last three years loving my children as unconditionally as possible. this next year I want to dream with them and for them. I want to dream they can be anything. I want them to believe that dream.
I look back over my life, and where I was three years ago. It’s hard to feel sad. I have been gifted a ladder to climb out of the hardest journey of my life. A ladder of faith. It’s been so hard at times. The sadness that grips my heart when I think about purple and green is unspeakable. The pain I feel when I think about Fishy with my best friend, and the lies and pain they directed at me to help them protect their secrets…. it’s no joke! God knows this pain more than anyone. There hasn’t been a moment that has gone by that he hasn’t helped me grow from this experience. He’s gifted me a few rare years to grow as a mom.